Poem: I Cannot See

[zetasyanthis]

I cannot see, I cannot find
my heart inside this shell.
My mind rebels, my mind dissolves
and I am left in hell.

I can't believe, I cannot see
this curse inside my mind
anxiety is part of me
and keeps forever blind.

I will not see, I will not feel
this noise inside my brain.
I'll medicate or TMS
'till it then cries in pain.

I'll wake, now free
and sing for joy
at this now world unfurled
and laugh at last
and cry at last
I'm finally a girl!