Thank you, Kawa. If that hits you anywhere near as hard as it does me, I can't imagine that was an easy read, but I appreciate it. *hugs tight*
I honestly don't know if I've even processed enough of my anxiety and the causes thereof to have a panic attack around them. I'm still pretty dysfunctional as far as actually reacting in the ways that actually make sense for a given situation. :/ Either way, I'm not going near that again. There's just way too much pain and damage.
And I see that word you used. And I respect and return it, fully. <3
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Date: 2016-03-07 12:39 am (UTC)From:I honestly don't know if I've even processed enough of my anxiety and the causes thereof to have a panic attack around them. I'm still pretty dysfunctional as far as actually reacting in the ways that actually make sense for a given situation. :/ Either way, I'm not going near that again. There's just way too much pain and damage.
And I see that word you used. And I respect and return it, fully. <3