Zeta's Poems

[zetasyanthis]

This is just a simple link page to all my poems, categorized in a few random ways (some poems appear in more than one section):

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Poems I'm most proud of:

The Engineer's Prayer: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/30168.html (inspiration, love)
Yours: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/27252.html (political, very very angry, violent imagery)
Bloodstains: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/25522.html (political, very very angry, violent imagery)
Home: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/30594.html (safety, despair)
Being Seen: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/31240.html (not being seen)
Invisible: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/36071.html (not being seen, starts with despair but ends with inspiration)
The Floor: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/32073.html (forgotten)
Tired: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/20642.html (pain)
The Sea: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/38115.html (despair)
I Feel An Anxious Itching: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/44780.html (anxiety)
I Cannot Find: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/44035.html (suicidal)
Severity: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/43554.html (suicidal)
Death: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/37230.html (suicidal)
It Would Be So Easy: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/34686.html (very suicidal)
Lightning Rod: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/35395.html (overload, inspiration)
Demosthenes' Light: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/35584.html (scared but inspirational)
I Cannot See: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/44423.html (hope)
Gaza: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/47215.html

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Poems For Specific People

Dakota: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/36684.html (love poem)
Broken: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/20278.html (love, and a request to not die)
For Porsupah: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/46503.html (grief)

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From my psychiatric breakdown in early 2024.

Failure: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/43057.html

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From my time in various psychiatric facilities in late 2021, early 2022. Some of these are pretty dark, so pay attention to the content warnings.

Slippery Crying: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/36552.html (suicidal ideation)
Compliments: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/34224.html (sadness, inspiration)
For My Dad: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/38335.html (abuse, horror, terror)
The Sea: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/38115.html (despair)
Lifemates: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/37793.html (death, but deflection from)
Death: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/37230.html (suicidal)
Horses: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/37118.html (wondering)
Madness: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/36192.html (magic, completely insane)
Invisible: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/36071.html (not being seen, starts with despair but ends with inspiration)
Demosthenes' Light: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/35584.html (scared but inspirational)
Lightning Rod: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/35395.html (overload, inspiration)
The Storm Lord: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/35142.html (anger, suicidal)
It Would Be So Easy: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/34686.html (very suicidal)
The Sky: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/33949.html (armor can't save you from pain inside)
Fly: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/33602.html (hope)
A Bomb: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/33534.html (suicidal, violent imagery)
The Floor: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/32073.html (forgotten)
Just Now: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/32278.html (hope)
I Cannot See: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/44423.html (hope)
I Cannot Find: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/44035.html (suicidal)
I Feel An Anxious Itching: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/44780.html (anxiety)
I Wish: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/44925.html (suicidal)
Finally Sleeping: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/31900.html (suicidal)
Knives: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/45350.html (extremely suicidal, violence)
Terrible: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/45735.html (suicidal)
Being Afraid: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/31583.html (anxiety, suicidal)
Being Seen: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/31240.html (not being seen)
Safety: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/43498.html (pain)
Severity: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/43554.html (suicidal, pain)
These Things That Kill: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/45825.html (suicidal)
Trickling Depths: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/46234.html (hope)
It Could Be the Stop: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/44009.html (panic attacks, hope)
I'm Trying to Find: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/45146.html (hope)
My Art: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/31147.html (hope and love)
Home: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/30594.html (safety, despair)
For My Mom: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/30840.html (suicidal, not being seen)

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Older Poems

Begging for Forgiveness: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/28989.html (domestic abuse)
Yours: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/27252.html (political, very very angry, violent imagery)
Bloodstains: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/25522.html (political, very very angry, violent imagery)
Yes, It Really Matters: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/24672.html (gender, name change, self-harm)
Defeat Is Not Surrender: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/24224.html (hope)
I Don't Know How: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/23673.html (hopeless, pain)
Fall: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/23181.html (loss of hope, but regained)
Shimmerspark: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/21853.html (hope, inspiratoin)
The Torch is Lit: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/21543.html (acceptance, battle)
Tired: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/20642.html (pain)
With Broken Hearts: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/17405.html (hope)
On Broken Wings: https://zetasyanthis.dreamwidth.org/13374.html (sadness)