Poem: I Wish

[zetasyanthis]

I wish I felt my heartbeat.
I wish I felt my strain.
I wish I felt but anything.
I wish I felt my pain.

I wish that I could go from day
to day to day at last.
I wish that I had love and joy,
but all I have is ash.

I wish I could get up and sing.
I wish that I could laugh.
I wish that I could desperately,
find once again, my path.

I wish that I could just get up.
I wish that I could strive.
I wish that I could do something,
and more than just survive.

I wish that I could see once more.
I wish that I could cry.
I with with greying everything,
that I'd wish not to die.